a thing that I miss

So I'm just sitting here thinking about how I don't do radio anymore haven't done it for a few years, and how I feel about that really. I'm thinking about this blog and what I have to do to my head to put things into words enough to put it on my secret blog. As far as radio is concerned, the secret is that it's cool having an audience. I miss them. I always knew they were there in the back of my head and somehow they were important to me. I don't mean the people that would show up on a Saturday afternoon at some radio remote, or would call the station in the middle of the night. I'm talking about people that would listen to the radio station and you would never know that they were out there because they never bothered to interact with the station more than just listen to it. That for me at the time was important I realize. Oh there's the phone I better answer it and take a break when it rains it pours on the overnight shift. I am fond of saying that because it's true. I can sit for hours in the lobby of the motel that I work at and see nobody and do nothing except listen to a little rock and roll on my phone. As soon as somebody walks in the front door however, the phone is liable to ring or somebody else will show up or whatever. So of course when I pick some random time at like 2:30 in the morning to record a little blog the phone would ring. That's just the way it is. Well I'm over it for now so I will complete my thought maybe in the future or I'll just move on to the next thing. For now I'm going to take a break and live my life.